[ti:Joining you] [ar:Alanis Morissette] [al:Supposed former infatuation Junkie] [offset:500] [00:00.88]dear dar(lin') [00:03.03]your mom (my friend) [00:07.54]left a message on my machine [00:12.51]she was frantic [00:14.63]saying you were talking crazy [00:20.93]that you wanted to do away with yourself [00:26.84]I guess she thought i'd be a perfect resort [00:31.36]because we've had this inexplicable connection since our youth [00:39.78]and yes they're in shock they are panicked [00:45.55]you and your chronic them and their drama [00:50.37]you this embarrassment us in the middle of this delusion [00:58.41] [00:58.90]if we were our bodies [01:02.88]if we were our futures [01:07.86]if we were our defenses i'd be joining you [01:18.36]if we were our culture [01:22.52]if we were our leaders [01:27.18]if we were our denials i'd be joining you [01:33.14] [01:37.60]I remember vividly a day years ago [01:44.11]we were camping you knew more than you thought you should know [01:48.79]you said "I don't ever want to be brainwashed" [01:55.88]and you were mindboggling you were intense [02:02.13]you were uncomfortable in your own skin [02:07.28]you were thirsty but mostly you were beautiful [02:14.69] [02:15.78]if we were our nametags [02:19.65]if we were our rejections [02:24.68]if we were our outcomes i'd be joining you [02:35.06]If we were our indignities [02:38.70]if we were our successes [02:43.65]if we were our emotions i'd be joining you [02:49.95] [02:54.44]you and I we're like 4 year olds [03:00.83]we want to know why and how come about everything [03:05.43]we want to reveal ourselves at will and speak our minds [03:12.81]and never talk small and be intuitive [03:19.28]and question mightily and find god my tortured beacon [03:26.46]we need to find like-minded companions [03:32.28] [03:32.80]if we were their condemnations [03:36.68]if we were their projections [03:41.59]if we were our paranoias i'd be joining you [03:51.94]if we were our incomes [03:55.68]if we were our obsessions [04:00.53]if we were our afflictions i'd be joining you [04:06.40] [04:11.20]we need reflection we need a really good memory [04:19.50]feel free to call me a little more often [04:24.00]