[ti:Going Back / Going Home] [ar:Butch Walker] [al:Sycamore Meadows] [00:01.22]Butch Walker - Going Back / Going Home [00:07.84] [00:08.23] [00:12.02] [00:12.79]I'm not happy with myself these days [00:18.34]I took the best parts of the script and I made them all cliched [00:24.92]and this red bandanna is surely going to fade [00:30.26]even though its the only thing the fire didn't take [00:36.52] [00:37.71]Everybody says you'll grow a lot from this experience [00:43.34]Baby B. Comes in after a while become a president [00:48.40]lessons get disguised sometimes but all I know [00:54.76]Is I finally know the difference between going back and going home [01:09.02] [01:11.97]There's a lady on my block that has a kid [01:17.35]as he swims in the above ground pool she seals up the lid [01:24.17]and he thinks it's kind of normal that she hides [01:29.57]up the cuts and all the bruises she says it's warpaint for the eyes [01:36.37] [01:36.84]She tells her son she did the best she could as she marries dad [01:42.60]maybe he'll grow up to be a man unlike his father did [01:48.13]as i leave the driveway for the northern snow [01:54.03]they finally know the difference between going back and going home [02:01.74] [02:12.08]cut to a life being born in '69 [02:14.55]middle class suburbs everything's fine [02:17.20]fondue parties my mom and my dads [02:19.46]drinks being drunk and fights being had [02:22.36]I lost my virginity to a girl in my band [02:24.58]she was 4 years older she made me a man [02:27.18]so addicted to sex every chance that I got [02:29.74]with whoever I wanted until i got caught [02:32.55]so I took my penicillin and i took my band [02:34.89]to a town made of glitter girls and cocaine friends [02:37.55]got handed the dream by the age of 18 [02:40.43]saw more than most people that i know had ever seen [02:42.84]played every bar drank till black and blue [02:45.35]did the morning show bullshit and went to china too [02:47.99]where they left us to die without a ticket to flee [02:50.43]inciting a riot we were only 23 [02:53.14]packed it up started over just as fast as we can [02:55.58]selling tapes making merch in the back of a van [02:58.16]living hand to mouth for the next 5 years [03:00.90]took up drinking wine gave up drinking beer [03:03.41]signed another big deal with a devil in a dress [03:06.11]a one hit wonder i think described it best [03:08.60]decided to burn out than to fade a way [03:11.15]went back to the van the very next day [03:13.63]built it up made a living without any help [03:16.09]made amazing friends if i say so myself [03:18.96]if living like this at 38 is a bore [03:21.37]then come on god please give me 38 more [03:24.54] [03:24.78]everybody knows I've seen a lot yeah I'm experienced [03:30.04]makes you feel so old after a while just like our president [03:35.20]everytime I come back in this town I know [03:41.34]I finally know the difference between going back and going home. [03:54.16]