[ti:Deja Vu] [ar:Eminem] [al:Relapse] [00:01.12]Eminem - Deja Vu [00:07.89] [00:19.66] [00:22.77]As I fall deeper into a manic state [00:25.12]Im a prime candidate for the gene to receive the drug outta trate [00:28.76]The blood pressure climbs to a dramatic rate [00:31.15]I seem to gravitate to the bottle of Nyquil than i salivate [00:34.56]Start off with the Nyquil with like I think I will just have a taste [00:37.54]Couple of sips of that than I gradually graduate [00:40.17]To a harder prescription drug called valium like yah thats great [00:43.20]I go to just take one than i end up like having eight [00:45.93]Now i need something in my stomach because i haven't ate [00:48.98]Maybe ill grab a plate of nachos and ill have a steak [00:51.71]And youd think with all i have at stake look at my daughters face [00:55.30]Mommy something is wrong with dad I thank [00:57.63]Hes acting weird again he's really beginnings to scare me [01:00.41]Wont shave his beard again and he pretends that he doesn't hear me [01:03.19]And all he does eat dorritos and cheetos and he just [01:06.04]Fell asleep in his car eating three muskateers in the rear seat [01:08.66] [01:09.08]Sometimes i feel so alone, I just don't know [01:12.03]It feels like ive been down this road before [01:14.72]So lonely and cold it's like something takes over me [01:18.12]As soon as i go home and close the door [01:20.55]God feels like déjà vu i wanna get away from this place i do [01:25.44]But i cant and i won't say i try but i know it's a lie [01:28.96]cause i don't and why i just don't knowwoooo [01:31.72] [01:31.94]Maybe just a nice cold brew, whats a beer [01:34.18]Thats the devil in my ear ive been sober a fuckin year [01:36.95]And that fucker still talks to me hes all i can fuckign hear [01:39.78]Marshall c'mon well watch the game its the cowboys and buccanears [01:42.90]And maybe if i just drink half ill be half buzzed [01:45.61]For half of the time, whose the mastermind behind that little line [01:48.94]With that kind of rational man i got half a mind [01:51.58]To have another half a glass of wine sounds assenine [01:54.03]Yeah i know, but i never had no problem with alcohol [01:57.19]Ouch look out for the wall aim for the couch im about to fall [02:00.27]I miss the couch and down go like a bouncy ball [02:02.72]Shit must of knocked me out cause i didn't feel the ground at all [02:06.07]Wow what the fuck happened last night where am i [02:08.63]Man fuck am i hung over and god damn i [02:11.51]Got a headache shit half a vicodin, why cant i [02:14.31]All systems ready for take off, please stand by [02:17.18] [02:17.56]Sometimes i feel so alone, I just don't know [02:20.59]It feels like ive been down this road before [02:23.30]So lonely and cold it's like something takes over me [02:26.53]As soon as i go home and close the door [02:29.08]God feels like déjà vu i wanna get away from this place i do [02:34.02]But i cant and i won't say i try but i know it's a lie [02:37.13]cause i don't and why i just don't knowwoooo [02:39.65] [02:39.90]So i take a vicodin splash it hits my stomach and ahhhhhh [02:42.72]Couple of weeks go by and it aint even like i am getting high [02:45.44]Now i need it to not feel sick yah im getting by [02:48.33]Wouldn't even be taking this shit if deshauwn didn't die [02:51.24]Oh yeah theres an excuse you lose proof so you use [02:54.98]Theres new rules its cool if its helping you to get through [02:56.86]Its twelve noon aint no harm in self inducing a snooze [02:59.64]What else is new fuck it what would elvis do in your shoes [03:02.61]Now here i am three months later full blown relapse [03:05.55]Just get high until the kids get home from school holmes relax [03:08.57]And since im convince that im an in-somni-ac [03:11.23]I need these pills to be able to sleep so i take three naps [03:14.03]Just to be able to function throughout the day [03:16.12]Lets see thats an ambian each nap how many valium three [03:19.70]And that averages out to one good hour of sleep [03:22.29]So now you see the reason how come he [03:25.32]Has taken four years to just put out an album b [03:28.17]See me and you we almost had the same outcome heath [03:31.07]Cause that Christmas you know that whole neumonia thing [03:33.97]It was bolognia was it the methadonia think [03:36.77]But hydrocordone ya hide inside ya pornos [03:39.30]Ya vcr tape cases put ya ambiants see great places [03:42.55]To hide em aint it, so you can lie to haily [03:45.32]Im going beddy by whitney baby good night elaina [03:48.17]Go in the room and shut the bedroom door [03:50.31]And wake up in an ambulance they say they found me on the bathroom floor [03:53.71] [03:54.13]Sometimes i feel so alone, I just don't know [03:57.66]It feels like ive been down this road before [04:00.39]So lonely and cold it's like something takes over me [04:03.63]As soon as i go home and close the door [04:06.17]God feels like déjà vu i wanna get away from this place i do [04:11.03]But i cant and i won't say i try but i know it's a lie [04:13.98]cause i don't and why i just don't knowwoooo [04:22.32]