[ti:IF I CAN'T BE YOURS]
[ar:LOREN & MASH]
[al:]

[00:00.32]THANATOS─IF I CAN'T BE YOURS
[00:01.00]作詞：MASH
[00:01.32]作曲/編曲：Shiro SAGISU
[00:02.02]主唱：LOREN & MASH
[00:02.32]鈴木恭一錄音
[00:03.00]( 歌詞製作: K.2.R )
[00:03.33]
[00:03.43]Now it's time, I fear to tell
[00:09.87]I've been holding it back so long
[00:16.27]But something strange deep inside
[00:18.27]of me is happening
[00:24.61]I feel unlike
[00:26.64]I've ever felt it
[00:29.48]And it's makin' me scared
[00:34.33]That I may not be
[00:38.77]what I
[00:42.19]think I am
[00:55.53]
[01:02.86]What of us, what do I say
[01:09.44]Are we both from a different world
[01:16.11]'Cause every breath that I take,
[01:21.61]I breathe it for you
[01:25.71]I couldn't face my life without you
[01:29.74]And I'm so afraid
[01:34.95]There's nothing to comfort us
[01:42.54]What am I,
[01:45.91]if I can't be yours
[01:47.91]
[01:58.93]THANATOS這是希臘神話中的死神之名。
[02:03.94]引伸的意思有擬人化的 "死"、心理學"求死的衝動" 。
[02:07.68]庵野是以後者為定此曲名的用意。
[02:10.88]此曲在全劇中不只一次被配用，
[02:13.96]但最着名的是第廿話男の斗い ，レイ駕着零號機，
[02:16.66]抱着N2炸彈對第十四使徒進行自殺特攻時的BGM，
[02:19.83]以及第廿三話リツコ破壞Dummy System時。
[02:22.51]此曲由於代表了レイ深層的潛意識(還有劇場版的シンジ)，
[02:25.87]再加上旋律動聽，因此產生了一些變奏曲再加利用。
[02:27.87]
[02:42.72]I don't sleep, don't feel a thing
[02:49.59]And my senses have all but gone
[02:56.12]Can't even cry from the pain,
[03:00.62]can't shed a tear now
[03:04.60]I realise
[03:07.30]We're not the same
[03:10.47]and it's makin' me sad
[03:15.00]'Cause we can't fulfil our dream
[03:22.73]in this life
[03:33.45]
[03:43.41]So I must, let us break free
[03:52.57]I can never be what you need
[03:55.75]If there was a way, through the hurt
[04:00.82]Then I would find it
[04:04.85]I'd take the blows.
[04:07.73]Yes I would fight it
[04:10.84]But this is for one
[04:16.75]impossible dream to live
[04:23.30]What am I, if I can't be yours.