[ti:breakdown] [ar:mariah carey] [al:] [offset:500] [00:27]You called yesterday to basically say [00:34]That you care for me [00:38]But that you're just not in love [00:42]Immediately, I pretended [00:44]To be feeling similarly [00:47]And led you to believe I was OK [00:51]To just walk away from the one thing [00:54]That's unyielding and sacred to me [00:56][01:56][03:10][03:39][04:08]Well, I guess I'm trying to be [00:58][01:58][03:12][03:40][04:09]Non-chalant about it [01:00][02:00][03:14][03:41][04:10]And I'm going to extremes [01:02][02:02][03:16][03:43][04:12]To prove I'm fine without you [01:04][02:04][03:18][03:45][04:14]But in reality [01:05][02:05][03:19][03:47][04:16]I'm slowly losing my mind [01:07][02:07][03:21][03:49][04:18]Underneath the guise of a smile [01:08][02:08][03:22][03:51][04:20]Gradually, I'm dying inside [01:10][02:10][03:24][03:53][04:21]Friends ask me how I feel [01:12][02:12][03:26][03:55][04:23]And I lie convincingly [01:14][02:14][03:28][03:57][04:25]'Cause I don't want to reveal [01:16][02:16][03:30][03:58][04:26]The fact that that I'm suffering [01:18][02:18][03:32][04:00][04:28]So, I wear my disguise [01:20][02:20][03:34][04:02][04:30]'Til I go home at night [01:22][02:22][03:36][04:04][04:32]And turn down all the lights [01:24][02:24][03:38][04:06][04:34]And then I break down and cry [01:26]So, what do you do [01:28]When somebody you're devoted to [01:31]Suddenly just stops loving you [01:33]And it seems they haven't got a clue [01:37]Of the pain that rejection [01:39]Is putting you through [01:41]Do you cling to your pride [01:42]And sing "I Will Survive" [01:45]Do you lash out and say [01:47]"How dare you leave this way" [01:52]Do you hold on in vain [01:54]As they just slip away