[ti:I'm Trying] [ar:Martina Mcbride] [al:Shine] [00:01.12]Martina Mcbride - I'm Trying [00:08.48] [00:12.52] [00:13.46]She said I'm not pointing fingers, [00:17.16]He said yes you are, [00:20.24]cause you wouldn't bring it up if you weren't. [00:26.35]And if I'd told you I'd been walking [00:29.83]out in the dark night thinking [00:33.30]Would you take as truth this alcoholic's word? [00:38.23] [00:39.62]Oh I can't change, what's done is done, [00:42.99]but I can tell you this [00:46.06]Not a day goes by that I don't curse myself and all my sins [00:52.51]and I need you to hold on too, [00:55.63]while this part of me is dying [00:58.93]Though I haven't kicked the demons that haunt me, [01:04.90]I'm trying, I'm trying. [01:16.69] [01:18.51]She sat down on the floor and said I wish that I was stronger [01:24.86]Right now I feel as fragile as glass. [01:30.97]And I want to believe you, [01:33.90]believe what's held you has freed you, [01:37.62]and I hate these doubts that keep on comin' back. [01:43.76]My parents think I'm crazy for hangin' on this long, [01:50.14]but there's nothing I want more for us [01:53.37]than to prove to them they're wrong. [01:56.38]And I don't want to be afraid, [01:59.26]I don't wanna think you're lying, [02:02.60]And though I haven't found the faith that I need, [02:08.40]I'm trying. I'm trying. [02:20.33] [02:21.11]He asks do you want me to leave? [02:29.34]Cause if you do you know I will, [02:33.58]but she says, much to his disbelief, [02:41.96]No, I love you still. [02:49.24]Oh, I love you still. [02:56.24] [02:57.45]He said I don't know why I've been the fool, [03:02.45]but I can tell you this, [03:04.54]not a day goes by that I don't curse myself and all my sins. [03:10.68]Then he dropped down to his knees, [03:13.78]By now they both were crying, [03:16.90]He said, I haven't been the man I want to be, [03:22.92]But I'm trying. I'm trying. I'm trying, I'm trying. [03:52.40]