[ti:Medicine Bottle] [ar:Red house painter] [al:] [01:18.95]Giving into love and sharing my time [01:25.64]Letting someone into my misery [01:35.88]I told it all step by step [01:44.88]How i landed on the island [01:51.44]And how i swam across the sea [01:58.64]And it crosses my mind [02:09.91]That i may wake to a knife in me [02:10.59]No more breath in my hair [02:13.96]Or ladies' underwear [02:16.91]Tossed up over the alarm clock [02:22.53]Blood dripping from the bed [02:25.59]To a neatly written poem [02:28.72]A heartfelt last line reading [02:36.66]There is no more mystery [02:42.85]It it going to happen my love [03:01.65]It's all in your head she said [03:03.84]Morning after nightmare [03:08.03]You're building a wall she said [03:11.09]Higher than the both of us [03:13.96]So try living life [03:15.47]Instead of hiding in the bedroom [03:18.96]Show me a smile [03:23.54]And i'll promise not to leave you [03:29.34]It happened under a rainy cloud [03:33.15]Passing through the dark south [03:35.78]We went into a big house [03:38.03]And slept in a small bed [03:43.52]I didn't know you then [03:48.52]As well as you of me [03:56.34]We talked of our sad lives [04:00.46]And we went off separately [04:07.78]I found your overseas souvenirs [04:18.53]Holiday greeting cards [04:24.15]And some long forgotten high school fears [04:31.16]It's all in my head i said [04:36.03]Banging a piano [04:39.10]I've not been so alone i thought [04:40.15]Since kicking in the womb [04:43.97]I drank so much tea [04:47.65]I wrote my letters in kanji [04:51.22]Around the block i walked and walked [04:53.21]Pretending you were with me [05:02.09]Not wanting to die out here [05:13.10]Without you [07:04.47]The hurting never ends [07:05.10]Like birthdays and old friends [07:09.28]We forget what is flesh blood and bone is human [07:16.78]Turning phone lines to airlines [07:22.47]Unwilling to face [07:27.28]The love is found on the inside not the outside [07:39.22]And like a medicine bottle [07:43.65]In the cabinet i'll keep you [07:52.71]And like a medicine bottle [07:59.40]In my hand i will hold you [08:03.03]And swallow you slowly [08:05.09]As to last me a lifetime [08:08.65]Without holding too tight [08:11.40]I do not want to lose [08:15.46]The thrill that it gives me [08:17.71]To look out from my window [08:20.96]And scowl at the houses [08:24.34]From my world in the bedroom [08:27.77]It's all in my head she read [08:30.71]In her girlfriend's self-help book [08:33.08]It's all his own making [08:35.77]A war with himself [08:37.39]Like two sides of a wall [08:40.22]That separates two countries [08:43.52]He shuts out the world [08:47.21]And wants only to love you [08:50.29] [08:54.72]Not wanting to die out here [09:07.22]Without you